I Had Never Been The Way I am

I had never been the way i am
Never thought that things will go so worst
I just loved you ‘n lost
When it was time to get myself healed by you.
I dont blame you for leaving all deserted
I just regret one thing
If you had to leave me then why you make me? :
Nothing seems to be alright
Your absense has made all the differenc
Now it seems you will never come back
Where hopes are becoming my dream
Now
‘n i will have to leave this world missing you even on my funeral.
You promised you would always be ther
Even though you never are
You say i love you with all of my heart
You said no one would ever come between u
Bu
That was a lie too =
You lied to m
Bu
You said you loved me even though it wasn`t true
Bu
Did you ever know that i will love you always =
I will die
I will be crushed
Bu
My love will remain alive
That day you will realize what actually i was..