I don’t want to remember that point

I don’t want to remember that point
Where we were disjoint
Though i put my step ahead
But sometimes i stop and look back
A hope keep tries to rise
When i turn around it dies
I expected you to be stand there
But i am lonely and you are nowhere
You do feel the same
Or just i am insane
Expecting love from the one who never bothe
Who never precise to be together